Settled into The New Lifestyle

Greetings to everyone! I felt it was time to write and talk about new discoveries. This entire experience has been completely life changing for me. I've lost weight, I've finally corralled my mind and old habits, I feel tremendous every day and I have not one regret. Surgery was the best thing that could have happened to me.

At age 61, I'm back to running errands, walking dogs, biking with a dog and walking a foot race in any department store or Walmart! Knowing that I can move and breathe again without having to hesitate due to lack of oxygen if a wonderful gift for this girl.

I've had so many individuals talk to me about my experience and, even the sweet lady behind the deli counter at Kroger is completely fascinated with the changes in me. She told me the other day that all people should get to hear what I say 'cause it's more than just weight loss!

A cousin or two have talked to me about the life changing decision and they are deciding what direction to take. For any who suffer with diabetes, meds, high blood pressure, etc...run, don't walk to the best PCP you can muster and ask for help with your health!

Remember, you only get one shot at life...make it your best shot!

Our dinner last evening was panko crusted chicken thighs (with lemon) pounded thin, greens with potatoes, onions and small hamhock for flavor and the most delicious gravy that was Morrocan flavored with the taste of cinnamon. Yum and yum again! All of that had all the marvelous flavors in the world, but cooked and designed for ME.

There are days, as I head home from observing teacher interns, that I'll pull through Whataburger, Popeye's or Kentucky Fried and bring something home to Michael for a treat! He loves it, I have no desire to eat anything from those places as I come home to eat my stuff here. It's a win-win these days and I feel proud to have come this far down the road.

Filling my time is no problem lately. I have beautiful hanging baskets, large pots of plants and a green, plush backyard again. Many times throughout a day I will go out and simply stroll around listening to the birds, the sound of the gentle breeze and perhaps the yapping of a dog clear across the community. That's life, for that moment.

I've hung a brightly colored basket by the kitchen window and there are some gorgeous, painted butterflies that come and visit. As I stand and watch them flutter, I admire their brilliance in color and the tenacity of their behavior over a bright flower. The hummingbird feeder is hung, waiting in silence for the first signs of that hovering little wonder. Intrigue is all around if you simply take time to stop, look and listen carefully.

I saw my surgeon two and half weeks ago. The next visit with him will be three months from that date. I'm swimming in the blue ocean now. Nope, not alone...my medical staff is only an email via MY CHART at BCM or a phone call. I have a private number to Dr. Sherman's lead nurse if I should ever need them. It makes me feel great to know that I'm in the center of a large, medical circle now.

As I grew up, I had this tremendous fear of doctors. Anxiety blood pressure plagued me, deep seated fear of them finding something wrong illuminated my imagination and the thought of them looking for whatever scared the 'bajeebers' outta me.

Not these days. Those individuals have become my knights in shining armor and good friends. You see, for anyone going through this procedure, assuming they have chosen excellent doctors, they will have such an improved quality of life from here on.

I encourage everyone, fat, thin, short, tall, gorgeous, not so gorgeous, go get the most out of life. It's not about how far you travel, how much gold you possess or who's the most famous person you know. It's about you, deep inside, fulfilling your life with the simple things when the more complicated things will leave you alone. If you have your health, you have everything!

My weight is coming off slowly now. That's alright. The purpose of my surgery was to rid me of all the complex issues I was dealt! It worked. I'm energized, healthy, happy and on the right track. This is a never ending challenge in a obese person's life. The game never ends, it just improves over the years. This began in July, 2008...today is October 03, 2009 -- I've been a million miles today!

14.5 months of learning, re-educating me, moving away from the danger foods, controlling the urges to eat junk and beginning to exercise regularly. My inner drive keeps me moving...I never wish to return to those issues that were life-threatening for me.

Anyone who wishes to contact me...
txspatter@aol.com
I don't know it all, no one does, but sometimes, ya just need a friend who'll listen...someone who's walked that mile in those shoes. Just a sec, I'm going to check my email! Wait, is that a hummingbird?

TODAY WAS THE DAY....

Hey, friends, I have broken the plateau with the scale!! yippee and yippee again. I am thrilled and what a boost of regenerated energy and enthusiasm for this 'ol girl. It's been a while coming, but I knew it would.

Michael and I discussed our evening meals and agreed that I needed broiled meat, two veggies and be done! We started that two nights ago and EUREEKA!

He'll continue cooking his favorite pasta dishes, etc...but, I will continue on this journey. It's all good, the rewards are many and it's worth every ounce of effort!

Just wanted to post and share the excitement!! If anyone's considering Lap Band...GO FOR IT, AS FAST AS YOU CAN!

I welcome all comments, questions, etc. It's a great Friday!!

Something Old, Something New

I went today to make visits to classrooms. Observing teachers is very enjoyable to me and it keeps me in touch with the 'world'. As I awaited the 12:30 clock today, I cruised down Bellfort and pulled into a Fiesta parking lot hoping I could pick up a signal for my Notebook.
Alas, not so. However, as I backed out of my distant parking space, something caught the corner of my eye. At the edge of the curb sat an aged, weather-beaten, senior adult woman. She was perched on the seat of her walker. From the blue carry bag that sat at her feet, she slowly reached inside to pull from it...a half full bottle of syrup.
Slowly and carefully she examined the contents, turning it all the way around and finishing with a gentle pat on the bottle's side. Carefully, she replaced the trashed syrup in her blue bag and began to 'fish' for another prize.
Sadness overwhelmed me as I pulled into the street to return to the campus for my visit. My thoughts rumbled and it dawned on me that we are never as 'bad off' as we sometimes allow ourselves to believe.
In the midst of gray, drizzly day...people are out searching for life. They have far less than many Americans and they are striving to survive. My main thought was shame on America. Why are so many of our own people suffering so terribly.
With the picture of that feeble, elderly shape hovering over that blue bag, I suddenly realized that a hiccup now and again means nothing. It made me even more grateful for my surgery and new lease on a good life.
Nope, I don't have all the money in the world, but I have my health back again. Folks, that accounts for everything. I take tremendous pride in striding up a sidewalk, climbing the steps to the entry and walking confidently and quickly down the school halls.
Life is what we make it or, sometimes, allow it to be. Seeing some of the sites in the somewhat 'ghetto' areas of Houston, I have a new lease of life. Don't sweat the small stuff, dance in the rain and hesitate while the wind wafts through you hair and mind.
Make it a good day or not...the choice is YOURS.

Last Day of August! Zooooom....went the summer

Wow. Where has the summer gone? It passed quickly and "I've only just begun"!! This was a tad different season, however. I loved it. With my new beginning and lap band...an entirely different complexion on each new day!

Our summer was quiet, but I loved it all due to the fact that I can move, exercise, play with the dogs or work in the yard anytime I get a whim to do so! Way different from past days, absolutely.

The top I dawned for this particular pic is a top I had purchased about three summers ago (at Dillard's)!! It had hung in my closet all this time with the price tag still attached. Yes, I was tickled to put it on for a pic!

Many of you have wondered why I haven't been showing me a lot. Well, perhaps, to me, I'm still me. I look at me everyday...but, I hope you are seeing some changes.

Each day I see a little more neck, more shoulder and less lower half! Yipes! I've been told throughout life I suffer from a particular disease...it's called 'noassatall'!! Hey, not my fault!

After puttering through Facebook daily, farming on Farmville, pimping my pad on Yoville, cleaning my FishWorld tank and playing Texas Hold 'em to the tune of a million and a half, I have been busy girl! For those of you on Facebook...salute! I love keeping in touch and seeing what all everyone's involved in. And, I love your vacation pics!

As for outstanding things ahead...nadda. Just the routine of going out and observing my teacher interns all over the Houston area. I have several and have organized files, made contacts and am in the process of preparing for first visits next week! I love it though, keeps me in touch with the educational world out there. And, sometimes, I even have some good ideas to share with the new 'kids on the block'...least, that's what they tell me!

Each night at this house, a different cuisine lately. Last night was of the Asian flair...oooolala! It was so dadgum terrific. Little, tiny meatballs made from ground chicken. And, all of the various flavors of Oriental sauces...oyster juice, fish juice, and on and on. May not sound exciting, but you oughta taste it! BAM...as my buddy Emeril would say!

I guess that's about the 'size of it' here today! Wishing everyone a great day, tremendous evening and happy thoughts! Take care and smile! Someone's always watching!

They Say A Picture is Worth A Thousand Words

Well, they say, I'm not so sure...here's the before and the today. Several friends have asked where is your pic....here they are!

Today's pic (August 26, 2009) shows me in my first new, regular ladies sized outfit! Yep, I'm back and shopping at Dillard's again! Skippee Yippee!!

The close up actually shows that I'm beginning to discover a face under there! This has been a phenominal journey which began with all the requirements, testing, etc. back in July, 2008. March 12, 2009, I was banded at St. Luke's Hospital in Houston, Tx. My surgeon is Dr. Vadim Sherman, head of the DeBakey Bariatric Team there.

I'm looped into one of the latest and greatest medical establishments and complete team of professionals than I would ever have imagined! They are on 'top of it' constantly, keep a keen on me and my progress and always ask the right questions

Finally, I have myself into a routine of exercising five days a week...20 minutes with the English Bull Terrier and then 30 minutes back on the road, just me and the bike! I come in hot, sweaty and feeling like I had a workout. But, thanks to Mag-e, I get dressed first thing and we hit the road. Yeah for unconditional lovers!

For anyone reading this blog and thinking about weight issues and the possibility of doing it, all I can say is...go for it! It's constant, hard work...but the reward is life...and, life full of zest and desire to shake, rattle and roll! Don't sit and wonder if you can...go for it.

We all have one shot at life, best you give it your best shot today. Do I suffer for foods I used to live on? Nope. This is more than banding the tummy. It is a process and by the time you have worked through the weeks of liquids, pureed and soft foods...your mind has begun to shift gears! The major change is eating to live instead of living to eat and devour everything you think you want!

What do I eat? Well, today at noon, I dropped into Luby's and enjoyed a half portion of baked fish, some mashed tators and a little okra. I was full, happy and on my way. I don't drink with meals. As in the past where your liquid would wash food down, with the band, it will force it up and out. Long story...another time!

But, I've adjusted to that, I'm fine with it and continue to remain focused and dedicated to completing my goal. It's never going to be finished!! Weight and food intake is something we will deal with for the rest of our lives. No magic bullets, no easy way around it....but, normal blood sugars and blood pressure and all the rest....YOUR REWARD FOR A JOB WELL DONE!

Please, leave a comment if you wish. I often wonder what goes through all those great minds that read through this epistle!

Oh, drop by tonight, Michael's cooking Oriental flair! Yummmmm. Yes, I can eat anything, I just must choose the appropriate foods and amounts. It's a WIN-WIN...come on in, the water's fine!

Every Day, A New Day

It's Monday morning, ninish, I've just finished watching Danyl Johnson audition for American Idol judges! Watching that young teacher perform with the natural talent he possesses absolutely caused my arms to tingle. How exhilerating, to see someone step on the stage to pursue a dream.

I have several special cousins and friends who did that as well in life. They had a dream of doing something great, dug just enough coins from their pockets to get them to the first step and over the years, they have made it! And, yes, a couple, made it very big.

Dreams. That's something I never did a lot, even as a child. I'm not sure why...it was just that element missing within perhaps. Even today when someone says, "if you could travel anywhere in the world...or live anywhere in the world...or see anything in the world...what/where would it be"? My answer, I have no clue. Clueless and remarkably unexcited each time I'm confronted with such a question.

Life deals all sorts of hands on a regular basis. Sometimes, you get the best hand possible and for some reason, fold it without a second thought. I'm guilty of doing that over the years as well. Choices come in all different shapes and sizes, colors and hues and ultimate end results.

For whatever reasons, my journey has been a mixed bag. A few steps very rugged, some as smooth as silk, but always challenging in my mind. In past years, I delivered various 'workshops', sometimes to audiences of 1500. Regardless of their response throughout, their comments following, or their zestful 'thank you's' that was tremendous, I always walked away thinking, 'I missed the mark'!

I'm not sure why we do that to ourselves. But that small, inner voice sometimes commands our mind and our feelings and we give in far too easily. At 11 a.m. this morning, I see my PCP. It's time for bloodwork, face to face and general thoughts on this and that.

Following that appointment, I'll fill the day with oddities and return home to farm on FarmVille and shop on YoVille. Funny, we grow older and find interesting ways to 'fill time' and capture our 'fancy'. Excitement going on? No. Revelations coming to fruition? No. Just another day in the life and moving forward to see tomorrow arrive.

Yep, sometimes it's boring. Other times it's just status quo. But, our days are what we make them. Watching that young man on the stage this morning filled me with happiness. Yes, for him, knowing he has a complete new life ahead. How marvelous that we are all capable of stepping out and changing our life in some way.

My change is not as riveting as Danyl Johnsons's voice and natural body rythm in presentation...but, it's significant. I guess my one wish would be that I had done this years ago. Who knows, the new look, new attitude and new demeanor might have carried me miles further than I've traveled. I may have reached deep into my pockets to gather a few coins to have carried me to new places. Who knows?

Perhaps I would have been capable of 'dreaming' of things beyond belief and captured one more brass ring. As it is, I'm just very happy with myself, my hard work and my determination in this life changing process for me.

I hope all of you have captured or will attempt to capture marvelous things. Step out, choose door 1, 2 or 3 and go for it! Got any change in your pocket? It might carry you miles beyond belief.

Someone stated on the last blog, 'cute dog, but where's your picture'? We are going to take new pics soon, Michael says I look nothing like the last pics anyone has seen. So, say CHEESE!!!!!